in thoughts...

finished exams yesterday.
going on to 4th year.
the feeling is weird.
i know i'd rather study than work, but somehow there's this uncertainty about year 4 too.
and the thing is, i think i really screwed up my elang paper
and the other papers were just so-so
my CAP is sure to drop, just a matter of how much
so the possibility of doing thesis hangs in the balance
almost 3 months of holidays coming up, but a good two-thirds will be taken up by internship.
and the remaining month or so, hmm.
just wanna laze. but there is so much to do.