in thoughts...

LYn asked me yesterday if i feel it's better that i only have one cca - swaps. i told her, looking at what i have now, yes, cos if my time were split any further, i think i'll just collapse and die. but the thing is, apparently i've taken on more than i intended to. sometimes the situation just calls for it. and i should just stop thinking about how much there is to do. small steps at a time. breathe breathe breathe. and because i'm such a stubborn asshole, i actually think i can survive. hah.

i am trying to give my all. but i'm afraid that my all is not enough.

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for a lighter moment, from an old issue of Reader Digest:

Die-Hards

Old plumbers never die; they just go to the minor leaks. - Shelby Friedman
Old baggage handlers never die; they just lose their grips. - John Dratwa
Old fashion designers never die; they just fad away. - Phyllis Jean Porter
Old card players never die; they just shuffle off. - Felicia C. DeMartin
Old florists never die; they make other arrangements. - Mary E. Putnam

AND MY FAVOURITE.. *drumroll*
Old psychologists never die; they're forever Jung. - Jacqueline Schiff.

*guffaws*