in thoughts...

haven't had this feeling since i was in pri school.
the hate-that-school-is-starting-so-soon feeling.
everything feels wrong.
my desk is still in a mess (and i'm not budging to clear it)
i feel like i haven't had the 3 months break
i feel like after last night's dnd there should be more time to play.
:(
i dun feel psyched up for psych class. ha. pun pun.
how?
so lazy.
maybe lack of sleep from last night.
haii.. the thought of catching that early bus to school...
*wails*

a book by Nicholas Sparks
if i'm not wrong, he's the one who wrote the story for "A Walk to Remember"
best remembered as the movie Mandy Moore acted in.
tot the song was nice.
but anyway. this one's The Notebook.
a very thin book. finished quite fast.
din hear about this book till i did one of the quizzes (got it from shiyun i think)
then it happened that my colleague was reading it during my internship
ha.. and i happened to see a rather nice and relatively unspoiled copy in the sale section last sat at Popular
so well. tot i might as well get it. in the end it was only $5.

story was predictable.
very. predictable.
it wasn't really Sparks' words that moved me.
not really.
except maybe the letter written by the girl right at the end.
and the little "miracle" maybe.
it was more the concept that was sad.
to imagine the pain the guy must go through.
daily.
wah.
i hope i never have to go through this pain, or worse, put my loved ones through this pain.
somehow the one affected suffers less consequences than those around him/her.
okie well depends on how you look at it.